Insights

I am never as wise as I'm supposed to be.
Never as smart as I want,
Never as strong as I could,
Never as kind as I should,
Never as beautiful as wish.
Never as slim as I dreamt,
Never as easy , like the wind.
Because always I want more.
Always dream, seemingly impossible dreams.
Always, do things backwards.
Always,run out of patience, it seems.
Always my thoughts storm my insights.