Heart

I've had this darkness inside me for as long as I know,

That I felt I could never get away from, so I went with it.

It sure felt like the only option.
Witch, if it's the only one, it's not even an option, is it? 

I tried and I tried, but really can't seem to get my head around it.
And when I do, turns out I don't.

I had answers many times before and I just ended up in the same place, with the same darkness.

Seems like knowing doesn't solve.

So, maybe, I should get my heart around it..?